if your the one whos always breaking down then why am i so broken
everything is catching up
your falling behind
slower walks past faster shadows
screaming their goodbyes
hidden smiles behind forceful hands
pushing until the pain is numb
falling.
i cant feel you.

someone should tell you to come home
cause  you keep letting me down
and i cant let this go
enough is never enough for you
plus a new scar to my heart
a cut any deeper
i could fall apart.

underneath deepened bruised skin
lies an enemy of a mirror
my lights still on
i can see your face
hiding from that feeling you get when you feel that you have it
and that loud crash
hitting the floor.
another cut doesnt really make a difference.
can you tell?